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19 September 2013

Again!

Assalamualaikum and hey people! Hmmm idk  how to start and wehere to start. Hmmmm takpelah ayat puzzle pun takpe ekkk. First off all i'm so so so sorry for not updating this 'cute' blog.Ahaks cute sangat :P Okay okay rubbish more than facts -.-'. Hmm ceritanya cenggini. Hmm what do you think about friendship ? Partner? Bff(s)? Okay for me the person stated is a person would always be by my side. No matter how annoying i am no matter how ugly,fact and etc i am she will accept me. Aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak cakap.Seriously dont know. Mustahil right in this world a person without a friend. Yess soo impossible

 Dari tadi cakap nak start tapi tak start start pun xD . Sorry sorry. Hmm actually i've failed soo many times in friendship. Dari sek rendah till now secondary. Idk when i will be getting a bestfriend and who is my bestfriend. Fyi I non stop praying so that i would have a bff. I only ask for one. Not more than that. Seorang jee. Hmm tahun lepas gaduh sekali tahun ni dua kali -.-''. I mean i have other friends but i wanna a bestfriend. Its just between me and her/him. Kalau lelaki pun aku takkan kisah. Hmm first fight was w/ Sahira and the geng. Now dgn Intan. Intan takde geng dehh. Induvidu kayy. Macam mana lkita orang boleh gaduh? Hmm actis like this aku ada hantar text panjang lebar gilaa kat intan. Pasal apa is better let me and she only know it, and i said to her jangan bgthu sesape. And she promised me. She said okayy. So aku pun percayalah kan. Then tadi time AG dia cakap kat linda  "Linda sorry kalau aku sombong" And linda repiled"Its okayy . Aku tahu kenapa" And dia org mula bisik. I was like damm you girl. I beliee you but you betryed me. Sakit hati tahu takk. Macam tu ahh aku kena dgn sahira. And fyi again Linda is the girl yg i faught last year. I really thought she changed. But i;m wrong. Dia tu apa masalah dia aku pun tak tahu ahh. Aku tak halang kalau Intan and Linda kawan. Sikit pun takk. But beragak agaklah sikit. Dulu kau nak cilok umira dri anis. Now intan pulak? Ishh tahu takk sakit hati bila fikir this thing happen. Ughh. Eaiiii . Grr speechless gila. Aku tengok abang/adik senang jee dapat kawan. Abang tuu kawan dah macam apa dahh. Abang ibarat gula kawan kawan dia ibarat semut. Ramai gilaa. Countles kott. Kalau  open house kawan dia jelah yang ramai. K merapu. sorry -.-''. Hmmm sambung. Sekarang aku ada cuma Zahidah & Aida. Dua org alien nii bff. Wa tanak kacau dia orang. Kang dia org pulak putus.

Aku tak sangka gilaa that intan would betray me. I though she was diffrent than others but ? Grrrr. I dont like touching. Seriously aku tak suka tacing tacing nii. Menggedik jee. Kalau dgn suami tuu okay laa. xD Haha kk. Sorry ahh blog kau jadi mangsa aku taip pepanjang nii. Siapa lagi aku nak mengadu ? Aku ni bukan jenis suka share story . Memang tak ahh kalau nak aku mengadu kat family enn.  Boyf? Sorry wa takde boyf lagi. Semestiya aku dah mengadu kat Allah. Kenapa susah naa nak dapat partner aku pun tak tahu. Now i dont want to think much. I'm tired niggas. I'll follow the flow. Others is in allah's hand. Apa nak jadi jadilah. Kadang kadang bagus ada kawan but kadang kadang kalau ada kawan but menyakitkan hati buat apa enn so better takyah. Now apa nak jadi jadilah. "Kun fa ya kun" -'Maka apa nak jadi maka jadilah' Aku pegang  ayat surah yasiin tuu. Allah know better. Aku boleh merancang je allah decide the others.   Sekarang nii Intan apa jadi jadilah. Maybe ada yang cakap aku niii cepat putus asa. Its not that . Sebelum kawan dgn Intan pun aku ada cakap aku ni jenis bagi orang sekali jee peluang. Kau salah guna kau tak dapat lagi. My chances are limited. Okayy need to study bye Assalamualaikum 
 
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