Assalamualaikum. Kmi datang nak raya. Haha childhood memories. So cute :3. Amacam hidup? Up or down? Me ? Haha as usual ha. Macam tu jugak tak ubah ubah. Hmm sometime feels like giving up with all my dreams . Why ? Why do i feel like giving up because i didnt see any changes for about 8 years. 8 years people. How long should i wait more? I want my life when i was with my late father. Honestly saying , since my daddy left us our life at the begining was like chaos. Even daddy left something for us to move on our life but yet stil not enough. I'm actually tired living in this condition. I keep on praying and asked for what i really wanted so badly. But then till now i haven 't seen it at all.
But then when i saw people who have achieved their dreams in life i was like"If they could do it why can't me". I keep on asking myself" When is my live going to change? I want a better life" I get jealous when i saw other teenagers at my age have easy life. I dont ask for luxury life. It's just that i dont want mummy to have financial problem. Enough for the problems she had gone through. Enough.Other ladies at her age would be staying at home and play with their grandchild. But what about my mummy ? She keep on working for her family .
I know many others whose lives are more difficult than us. Now my family hope on my big brother. He will be sitting for Spm this year. Hopefully his studies could change our life.And when i tink about it again i should not give up easily. I want to change my life. Enough of miserable story in this suck blog. I must do what i supposed to do. Enough of craping niggas. Bye Assalamualaikum
But then when i saw people who have achieved their dreams in life i was like"If they could do it why can't me". I keep on asking myself" When is my live going to change? I want a better life" I get jealous when i saw other teenagers at my age have easy life. I dont ask for luxury life. It's just that i dont want mummy to have financial problem. Enough for the problems she had gone through. Enough.Other ladies at her age would be staying at home and play with their grandchild. But what about my mummy ? She keep on working for her family .
I know many others whose lives are more difficult than us. Now my family hope on my big brother. He will be sitting for Spm this year. Hopefully his studies could change our life.And when i tink about it again i should not give up easily. I want to change my life. Enough of miserable story in this suck blog. I must do what i supposed to do. Enough of craping niggas. Bye Assalamualaikum
